今天我哭了。我一个人在房里，又想起以前我们的美好时光。。。 除了怀念还是怀念。
不管 我怎么快乐，一回到家，这夜深人静的地方，我又是一个人。
寂寞的我。我怀念你的一切。怀念每天都可以跟你诉苦，说心事。 听你的烦恼。我们就是这么做对方的听者。这种感觉让我重新找到温暖。让我觉得不是一个人。

自从爱情从我身边静悄悄的逃走。。。我又回到原来没有生命力的我。比如在饭局上，孤单的感觉已经返回没有依靠的我。

I just wanna tell you:

At this point in time, I tot i shld be on my way to healing and recovering. But i realli cannot convince myself to forget to accept. In fact, I haven had any progess in healing. Even though on the outer, I look absolutely fine.I hate myself for still caring for you when I am not suppose to. I have no idea wad I shld do. I need to express my thoughts and feelings. If not, as a Virgo, I am doom to explode!!! The most important message to you is : I miss you...